No picture post today ~

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Sorry for the lack of updates, I haven't had internet access >.> I'm moving back into my old house today and I have work ~ I really need money, so I'm thinking I'll do a double shift today :) I still don't have enough for my Ebay shopping cart list AND I spent over $50 on food alone yesterday :/ It's no wonder I'm not a whale by now :o

I still have 3 goals in mind this month, that require me going to work every day to achieve them. I made a song list, because I'm getting a new Ipod and I'm going to need a lot of songs to keep me occupied throughout the day. I want so many songs that it'd be difficult to get back to the same song :3

I also want a Kindle or a Nook, because I love reading and getting a bunch of books without an actual house seems silly.

I refuse to put any rap music (which I hate) or hip hop songs on my Ipod. I want like Vocaloid, Latin, Classical, Country pop, Metal, Rock and so on.

And I also need to get a new cat, because my old cat ran away and my old house deff has mice ~ and I hate mice and I'm not dealing with them again ._. I refuse.

Why couldn't the mice in my house be white and scared of people? I have little gray monsters that aren't scared of anything :P

It reminds me of when my brother stomped on two of them at the same time ~ yuck :p

Anyway, back to being a workaholic ;D I will text my friend Aaron and check out other blogs until I have to go :3

Late late late ~

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I wasn't on the computer all yesterday and I probably won't be until tomorrow morning. So I'll write more, even though my day was really uneventful and I earned $0. Gosh, my New Years is starting off really badly since I have no money to my name at the moment. At least I have goals now >.< About to go get my hair finished ;D

Only 14lbs to go ~

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Feliz ano nuevo! I am a bit upset I didn't go to that New Years party yesterday, but I refuse to start my new year with regrets. I will deff go to work today. I've decided I'm going to start with MyFitnessPal, in order to gain weight. My goal weight is 135lbs, without it merely being water weight. My depo provera helps, but I don't get my next shot until nearly the end of February to which I expect to have my Invisalign in, to be 3 shades lighter in skin color, and for my root canal to be over and done with.

I will start taking supplements and eating healthier, so the weight won't go all to my stomach, because I take pride in having a flat stomach.

The last time I joined MyFitnessPal, I had a bunch of anorexics as friends, and it sucked because they didn't really encourage me to gain weight, only to make me feel weird for wanting to gain weight rather than lose it like most women.

I have to eat 2640 calories today. Hmm. I remember that I have to eat a lot at night, because as I sleep, my body burns off calories much slower, so the weight will stay on my body, which is good.

I'm pretty sure I'll be much more confident with my perfect weight for my body, far away from being underweight, like I have been my whole life practically. Once I'm a good weight, I can worry about any other flaws I dislike about myself :)